I believe the one I’ve been waiting for has just walked into my life. I’m not saying I’m in love with him, defffffinitely not right at this moment. We’ve literally known each other for a week.. But here’s how it happened.
He’s a senior and I’m a junior. I always see him in the halls and we’ve half smiled at each other but never really said anything, I wasn’t interested either. But at prom we were in the same group of people and as a song came on he walked off, one of my friends told me to ask him to dance. IDK WHAT CAME OVER ME… Some outer force made me yell out to him and we danced way more then just that one song.
After that he got my number and we talked over the weekend. We hit all the basics, and we’re literally the same person. I can tell him anything and I’m soo comfortable with him. Now idk if I deleted old posts about what’s gone on with me.. But for me to let someone I barely know get to actually know me, is the scariest thing in my life. In the back of my mind I can hear the words “be careful” or “protect your heart”… And I am. But every moment with him is perfect. We’re both busy so we spend an hour or two together every day. On the second day after we hung out, in school he had picked me up off my feet and kissed me. I wasn’t expecting it at all. It gave me the biggest butterflies and I didn’t stop smiling for the rest of the day.
He’s just as happy as I am. We’ve both been hurt, but are so happy to have finally started talking. Things moved a little fast last night and we both agreed to go slower. For a guy to be this way is a little questionable, but he’s done nothing to hurt me so I’m just being careful.
It feels right though:) I wake up happy and go to sleep smiling. Everyone will find someone like this. Even more then once. I felt like this with my ex, I’m scared to have such strong feelings though… He’s going into the marines. And leaves in November. I don’t know what to do. Just going with it for now and see what progresses I guess.
Jeez this was long. Sorry guys!! Tried to condense it too lol. I’m just so happy at the moment and have neglected my tumblr for a while 3